ketawa dlm tangisan

dear bloggie...as salam..skrg sje nyemak kt blog nie..huhu...tgah2 stdy om..ttbe rse air mate tkeluar..haha...ketawa dlm tangisan...mcm tjuk lagu an...kalu shahir ade lagu kebahagiaan dlm ppisahan..aq pn bleh wat lagu 'ketawa dlm tangisan'...


sbb tjuk ni sgt ssuai...teringt an dye...walau dkt di mata...tp jauh sgt rsenye....sbb...aq sgt syg dye dan dye...tapi....apekan daye...dye dan dye suda ade org yg lbh baek dr saye...bia laa..asl dye dan dye bahagia...


lately..byk da ksalahan yg aq buat....pd dye...dan dye... senyap tnpa ada ape2....bkn itu kmahuan aq...tapi...aq xtw...entah mngapa aq jdk begitu....


aq mghrpkn pndangan mata dr dye dan dye....kerana bg aq...mlalui mata kite bleh tafsir sgalanya....tp dye dan dye....hnya membiarkan saje....


silap aq kot....hurm...kpd dye dan dye....aq hanya bole mmandang kalian tsnyum...xkisah dan xape jika bkn dgn aq skalipun....krna pd aq....aq lbh rela dye dan dye senyum....walau aq cume dpt mmandang dr jauh....

u deserve to suffer!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!Saket hati3x!!!!pagi2 lg da wat aq saket hati...ptt la aq tergerak nk bgun td...aq terjaga dlm kul 8.52 pg...after solat sbuh aq tdo blek...sbb sgt mngtuk...kbetulan aq tdo kat bilik kwn aq...so kne la bgun and bla an...lgpun adat ttamu cmtu la...

after siap....aq jln smbil terpisat2...and jln xbrape btul dah sbb jln 2 sgt kcik...ingt nk lalu blkang je...hurm...angin pagi...seyes sgt best...aq btulk2kan tdung...nk hampir masuk ke pagar kecil kat blkang...........then....tengok2 skeliling..haa...sentap aq! de sorg mnusia sdg berdiri n pakai kemeja biru..rupenye DIA!!!!!!!! hurmmmmm......byk da persoalan aq dlm pkiran nie...

1. dye wt pe kat situ?? of coz laa tgu awek dye...... 
2. smart2 wei...pkai kemeje sume...cm nk g kelas je....pdhal da stdy week...xkn de kls ag kot...hurm..mybe kot... hahaha..ntah2 p library nk stdy...tp xkn laa an...ntah...! none my business! p mampus dye!
3. dan aq pn menonong jln smpi la ke blok 5...xtw laa dye usha aq ke x an...aq da saket hati giler! lg pulak aq lalu situ sbb aq mls nk merentas jauh2 p pagar blok 7 and lg cepat aq xyah nmpk dye....saket hati yg amat! 

so...persoalan aq byk laa blum trjwb.....tapi....the most reason i noe....of coz dye ngn awel dye....wat pe aq nk sebok! ok fine....tp aq xsuke wei!!! lately.....aq byk nmpk dye..! pehal haa?? aduhhh...aq xsuke cmnie...sbb wat aq sket hati! sumpah aq xde prasaan ape2....cume aq rse sgt MENYAMPAH ok!!! mcm bagus je! macm baek sgt je! heee yai....sgt DISGUSTING laaa dye...pd aq...sume gurls yg prnah relationship ngn dye...skurg2nye de msti sket ati....aq ingt cm nk kumpul kn dorg laa...then gather same2....hahahah...sounds silly right??! heh! lantak ko la labuuuuu....ko punye idup! ko de hak an?? hurm....tulah lelaki....&*^%$#!....arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! aq BENCI SEBAB KENAL DYE!!!!!! mmg cm bangang je! sia2 sume ade! bkn kekal pn! bodohnyeeeeeee laa hai!!!

and aq rse sedikit lega lps aq dpt curahkn dlm blog nie....*saje luahan hati...sbb pg2 mood aq da diragut oleh dye yang cm *&^%$#!....sumpah dye mmg cm *itu* punye jantan~!

*aq sgt bsyukur nape ibu n ayh aq xsuke dye...mgkn ade d luar sane yg sudah trcipta utk aq...cume blum smpi masenye kot....(speechless)

pesan aq :

and I REALLY MEAN IT!!!!!!!!!!! ko cptkan la study ko tue! sbb aq xsuke wei tgok muke ko! mentang2 ko senior tnjuk bagus pulak dpn org len!!! urghhhhhhhh....

• as salam...dear reader...lame rsenye x update ape2 an...huhu...2la..xde mase...nk kate bz..xde la bz sgt...cume nk post 2 xde mood lagi..huhu... nie pun just suke2 nk post kt blog nie...
• skrg da masuk bulan April...bersamaan dgn bulan Jamadil Awal 1432H...pejam celik...pejam celik...da nk dekat final daa aq nie...lg sminggu je lagi final exam nk mule...and aq...masih lg 50-50 preparation...nk revision mood xsmpai2...nk bace buku sgt malas rasenye...cmne nieh...tp nk target pointer tinggi2.....hampeh btol laa aq nie! huu...
• arini 4 April 2011...juz nk share...2 ary lepas...iaitu 2 APRIL...my sista's bufday...huhu...well, hppy blated bfday lil sis...eventhough aq da wish aritu...hurm..sorry yeah sis...no present this year...coz i dun have money laa...juz wanna wish u dat...umo da mningkat...da 13 tahun daa...hope sooo...jgn b so childish sgt....nt kwn2 xsuke...awk 2 da la duk asrama and imej awk sbg student skolah agame..so student yg baek xakn wat ssuatu pkare ngn kpale sndri tw..huhu..ape2 pn..i noe..u'r strong...after dis,dun wanna hear anything from ibu dat u wanna leaving dat boarding school again...coz ibu said 2 akak..she's really tired nk lyan kerenah kamu...ok??juz b more concern about ibu..ksian ibu...just behave yeah! ;)
ok..stop here first...act..no idea to post...huu....what ever it is...if i got some...i'll note down yeah...2 my favorite reader...thanx for always supporting me...even though...i'm soooooo " susah nk diambil hati "...(ayat dye) hehe...well, c yeah...;)

* reasons y gurls lurve pink *

dear bloggie...missed u so much! what a long tyme i didnt post anything since last march...but now...it's alrdy in 3rd of APRIL...AND...most important...my final exam is just around the corner...hope so...i and all of u dat going 2 sit for the exam final paper around APRIL...let's ALL OUT! huu..

since i just blog walking...many of bloggers i thought...just using pink background...some of them...are very nice and sweet...but some of them...just simple as it...but what ever it is...it's still PINK! 

4 what i think girls always like pink bcoz :

1. pink is sweet and cute! trust me! ;)
2. usually the girls who likes pink are so soft-hearted person..
3. pink present peace...harmony...care and cheer...!!
4. pink is attractive..!
5. its suggest femininity...;)
6. pinky means gurly...hahhaa..(not geli ok)..;p
7. One of the most reason y pink...?? bcoz..in ISLAM our PROPHET Muhammad s.a.w. favourite colours are pink and white...the nice combination is it? huu
8. eventhough how funky n extreme the girl way is...it must b sumthing that her own has pink colour in it..

haha...well...it's just called fitrah! fitrah wanita..mmg suka kan kecantikan...beauty always similar wif pink...isn't it? urm...actually this is just my opinion...well said...whatever so ur fav colours..hiasilah warna2 ini sbg pengalaman khidupan yg sgt indah! peAcE...;)