* saya dan tahun baru...*

salam...

mgkn msih blum tlmbat utk aq...

mngucapkn kpd sume..

SALAM MAAL HIJRAH....!

hheehe...

alhamdulillah..

aq masih lg brnafas di bumi ALLAH ini..

masih lagi kuat utk mneruskn rutin harian..

masih lg dpt merasa nkmat utk mnyambut thun bru..

n masih lagi berdaya utk menjlani kwajipan sbg khalifah di bumi ini...

wlupun..niat di hati ingn mnunaikn puasa sunat..

smpena dgn AWAL MUHARAM..

iaitu bln prtama dlm thun ISLAM...

nmpknye..xdpt dtunaikn..

huuhuuhu...

bese laa..

org pmpuan..

de sakit siket...

ngee...

cm skjap je mse brlalu..

tup..tup..da msuk thun bru 1423 HIJRAH sudaa..

mnnti detik2 thun baru MASIHI pule...

smbil mnnti akhirnye thun 2010 ni..

aq de la gak b'azam..

urm...

juz let it be personal la..

hhuhu...

bia la ape yg tlh blaku spjg thun 1422 HIJRAH ini..

yg mne xdpt nk tunaikn..

sntiasalah prbaiki diri utk mnjdi yg tbaik...

always believing "nobody's perfect"

make a list "do n dont's"...

insya allah...

ape yg kite usahakn..

pasti akn dpt ganjaran yg lumayan..

bia laa..setimpal ngn ape yg kite usahakn..

n the most important...

cari laa ilmu sbyk yg mungkin...seolah2 anda akn menghadapi pperiksaan yg ssah..

beribadat laa anda..seolah2 anda akn mati esok hari...

n 

kumpullah harta sbyak yg mungkin...seolah2 anda akn hidup 1000 thun lagi...

* rindu....*

salam..

jumpe lg...

hehe..

urm..skrg nie..ttbe de mood nk blogging..

huhu...

busan..

xtw nk wt pe..

baek aq update an..

huhu

arini ibu aq g KL..

de keje kt sne..

huhu...

ayah yg anta ibu g office..

kate ibu..

dlm 4 org yg kne g..

huhu..

xpela...dlm mnuntut n mncari rezeki yg halal utk kluarga..

insya allah..ibu xde ape2..

huuu..

arahan pihk atasan..

nk wt cmne..

bg yg mkn gaji..arahan yg dberikn sharusnye dilakukan dgn sempurna..

tiada rungutan..

itula ibu..

tp..anak dye yg sorg nie yg sebok2 suruh xpayah pegi..

huhuhu..

actually, aq de suh ibu xyah p..

huhu..

xtw nape..

cm rsau..

huuu..

sbb..ibu pn skrg bknnye sihat sgt..

she'd thought that her sickness was coming back...

hurm..

aq cume diam je bile ibu ckp pd aq arituh..

terkelu pn ade..

sbb aq ingt..

'it's' already gone...

huuu..

but...

'it's' still there...

ouhhh...i'm not ready for this..

dlm diam aq..

sbnrnye de rse takut jue..

sbb aq tw..

hw suffer she is...

'that' thing was so dangerous..

and mostly many women afraid of...

i juz asked her to make check up...

yela...

baek wat pcegahan awl..

aq xmau pgalaman lalu mlanda ibu aq n the whole family...

sgt perit utk kami hadapi..

aq xsggup tgok ibu suffer lg...

i dun want that...

i'm feel sorry for ayah...

dlm kkerasan dye..

sbnrnye..

he's afraid to lose ibu...

i noe that..

huuu....sedih2...

urm...

bile aq pk sorg2...

bderai2 air mate..

sebak sgt bile t'ingt muke ibu mase 'tu'....

hurm..

1 pintaku..

andai KAU izinkn..

bia laa pnyakit yg ibu tanggung 2

aq rela utk mmikul nye..

xsggup bile aq t'ingt tangisan ibu mnderita dgn virus itu...

insya allah..doaku utk ibu ..

hrp2 mereka slmt dlm mnyelesaikn kerja2 yg berada di KL..

n slmt pulg ke rumah esok...

huuu...

EVEN FOR A DAY...I FEEL SOO LONELY WITHOUT U , IBU...

huhu

cm suram je umh nie..

kalau x..msti akn dgr ibu bebel..

hehe..

msti ade je yg ibu suruh ini..

suruh itu..

huhu...

huarggg! 1 mlm je pn ...

daa rndu...

hehhe...

bak kate kwn aq...

" ko nie..ank manje btol r..."

yes..aq ngaku..

aq ank manje..

sbb..

my happiness juz my family..

xde sape leh ragut kbhagiaan itu..

melainkn ALLAH..

huhuhu...

TUHAN...jgn la KAU ragut kbhagiaan ini

shingga aq btul2 bsedia...

aminnnnnn....

* mengapa...*

salam.......

hurm...

today rse xsmgt mane pun..

sje nk update..

huhu...

nape ea..

bile kite da ciptakn satu hbungan pshabatan...

tetibe bule tmbul rse bnci pula...

kdg2 mnyampah...

kawan utk ape?

shbat utk ape?

tp knape makin lame...

aq da x rse nikmat bkawan 2...

sbb aq da rmai kwn kah..?

tp bkawan itu perlu..

meramaikn kwn juge buleh mmperbanyakkn pndapat n idea...

kwn2 juge leh jdk tmpt mngadu nasib...

hurm..

mungkin adat berkwan mcm nie kot...

ade pasang surutnye...

c..eventhough i have a lot of frens..

but there's no thrusty in each other...

neither me too..

i'm not believing myself to make the relationship longlasting...

*sigh....

give and take....

yes...giving is better than taking..

did i juz give or take...

or BOTH...?

i admitted that i'm so naive...

too much kind-hearted..

too much giving...but in same time i never taken anything...

i didn't hope for repay back...

but...

at least...

juz consider me...

as YOUR FRIEND....

u wants me to change...ok..i done..

but look at u..

we are getting older my dear...

never turn back..

always make each of our experience is the best way of learning...

so...please...

i'm begging u to be change...

bcoz... i luv u..

as my friend...

i dun wanna lose u..

we had so many enjoyful moments..

why should i juz eliminate it then...

it's so cruel...

for me...

u need time to be alone...

to think back what u had done...

i believe that humans never perfect...

yes...i agree...

but...please remember that u're not alone...

u lived in so many communities...

so...y dun u juz turn to be more realistic and be matured?

it's not difficult as u thought that

whenever u change...

u are not urself anymore...

i mean that u turn into a positive thinker...

that's not turn u into sumone else...

but...it's for ur own sakes too...

that's my prayer for u...

and FRIENDSHIP is always a

 sweet responsibility, never an opportunity.

tah la...i hope so...

there's sumthing silver to what had happened to us...

from now on...

i juz follow the flow...

i dun care anymore...

up to u in what u're doing..

for u...

 friendship never end...

but...

for me..

friendship is not only forever efter...

but deep in my heart..

u always here..

never fade..

never swallow..

always growing in every moment that i have...

until my last breath...

thnx for everything...

* juz u and me...*

hye mucuk...

pagi2 sudaa update yer...

huhu..

erm...skrg lum mndi ag pun...

huuu...

mucuk2 sy ttp wangi tw..

hhaaahahaha...

cmne 2..?

kompius2...

hehe

juz wanna tell u..

smlm( rabu )..

sy p tgk cter...

harry potter n the deathly hallows...

huuu..but...

2 cume part 1..

n the 2nd part x tw ag bile nk dtygkn...

hope so..

next year...

huhu...

sbb cter dye sgt mnarik....

kalu de 10 bntg...

i give it 11 out of 10...

hehehe...

mmg sgt besh!

sbb plot skrg lbh mnarik...adventurous...and mostly...

3 org shbt yg sgt caring each other!

harry,hermione and ron...

huuu..

walaaa....harry mkin hensem doe!

i loikkkkeee!!!

nseb laaa dye bkn islam..

kalu x...

lame aq rembat..!

hahahahaa...

but...he's an actor..

so...kite kne SEDAR DIRI!

hehehe...

btw, smlm sgt happening!

pg2 aq n my bestie...

da wat exercise sudaa..

ape tak nye...

wana kate kete dye mati2 enjin...

hehhee...

cuak gak aq bile dye testing2..

hehe

xtw laa 2 dye wat maen2 ke..atau btol2..

hehehehe...

wana...wana...

then...kitorg park kete kt giant..

and mule laa explorace ke bus stop kt batu 10..

urm...skrg xde org pki batu ag eak...

zamn batu tol laa aq nieh...

heehheehe..

actually..aq pn xtw nk ckp cmne tmpt 2..

tp bdekatan laa ngn highway skudai 2...

hehehe...tepi jln laa snang cter...

heheh...

opss..mstilaa tepi jln eak...

kalu tgh jln...mau arwah kami nie...

hehhee...

ok2...back 2 de pangkal jln yg benar...

around 10.30 pg kot...

kitorg nek teksi sje...

kbetulan...

highway sgt sesak!

aq xtw la pe kete2 tu buwat smpi leh jammed...

mgkn tgah sapu jem kt roti kot...

2 yg smpi sesak jln...

beselaa...mkn kene nikmat...

hehehe..

ape laa aq merepek nie eak...

hurmm...

smpi2 cs...aq trus serbu ke kaunter tiket wyg...

mklumlaa...

based on my last 2-3 years kot...

kite kne bli tiket awl2 bagai...

sbb 

mmg sgt ramai dak2 yg bpusu2 nk serbu kaunter tiket 2...

aq xtw laa ape bnde tah yg ade kt kaunter 2 smpi nk srbu mcm semut...

huhu..

pdahal sume da besar2 tua bgka kot...

huuu

manusia2x! huhu

mmg kdg2 sgt memalukan n no manners!

balik pd tiket..mule2 bbncg gak laa aq ngn wana...

mau tgk cta apa ya?

hurmm...

aq mmg da niat nk p tgk harry potter..

pstu tgk promo2 yg ade..sume cter yg sedap2...

TAPI....

lum kuar ag...

huuu...

then..pehal yg dorg p ltak awai2?? 

nk mrh d citu...

huuu...wat aq glabah lbh jer...

pnye laa smgt aq nmpk de cter JANIN, DAMPING MALAM, and so on...

tp sume disember release nt..!

sbb tgk poster cm besh cter nie...

cehhh!

so aq rse mcm de frust juge....

sbb nk gtw je kt cni...

"filem yg blum dikuarkn...xperlu laa nk ltak banner bagai.."

nt akn wat kn org tpinga2 n frustrated!

huhu...

juz promo 4 the releasing one and yg sedang ditayangkn sje...

bule2x??

huhu...

stelh sok sek sok sek ngn wana..

cter ape yg akn kami tgk..

akhirnye...kputusn dibuat 

hehe

harry potter pilhn kami...

hehehe..

smpi turn kitorg...

trus p blik tiket...

huaa....xsbr siot!!!

huuu...and ttbe prut trase lapa!

hehe...

pe lg...

mule mnjejak makanan...

hehehe...

wana take me 2 mcd...

and kitorg pn mkn laa puas2...

hehehe...

urghhhh....sgt knyang!

burppp!

alhamdulillah...

hehhee....

aq mmg suke mkn byk2....hehehe....

c...wana pulak kuat mkn sos...hahahahah...smpi 3 ko mkn sos 2 wana...isyhh3x..

comel an..

op kos...

kwn2 aq mmg sume comel2..

hehe...

ujan yg trun bgaikn air mata...

walaaa...

balik2 dr wayg...kitorg nk p angsana pule...

boling tyme!

hehe...

urm...mcm byk duet kami nie...

huhu...

ape slhnye an...

skali skala...

huhu...

spjg pjalann ujan lbat giler...

tp syukur..

sbb mse smpi angsana...

ujan da xtrun...

cume gerimis jer..

huhu...

alhamdulillah....

smpi2 angsana...

mcm besee..!

aq p trus serbu COOL BLOG stall..

haa...kau..! smpi 2 aq kebas..! hahaa....red one is mine...the pearl one is wana's...

i mean not the back one with red shirt ok!

;p

hehe...

mak aii...

punye ramai org daa....

huhu....

xpelaa...

yg pntg hajat d aty dpt ape yg di maukn...

huhu...

tp slack nye!

jelly dye xsedapp!!

keras!!

huuuu...nk mrh lagi r nie...

de je yg kurg laa..

huuuu...

da la mhl!

huuuuuu...

then..mls nk pk..

bek kitorg trus p boling...

huhu...

tgk pn mcm rmai daa...

hhuuhu...

n sgt rse kerdil...

bile kiri knan anda maen boling SGT TERER!!!

huuu...aq lak byk msuk longkang!

cettt!

huhu

wana pula da deal...sape KALAH kne NYANYI!

haaa???

aq da la sore mcm sumbang!

huuuu

mmg sumbg pn...bkn mcm ag...!

huuuu....sdeyh2...

xpelaa...

demi nk mnyahut cbrn wana...

aq pn akhirnye KALAH...

hehehe...

sy sedar diri..!

sbb 2 kalah..den nie x ghoti maen sbnrnye..

hehehe...

habes 10 lagu kitorg karok..

2 pn tambh lagi 5 lagu oleh wana...

punye laa gian nk pgang mike!

hahahaha...smpt jugakla posing2 dlm karok box 2...

huahuahuahua...

wana..!

pehh...mmg sedap sore dye siot!!!

aq mmg sgt kerdil rsenye!

hhehehehe...

c....she's the one who can sing well..and she can hang sweet voice as a singer! hehehe

muke kepenatan...hehe...ni tgh tggu turn utk ber'karok'..isyhh wana nie...lamenye...hehehe...

sorry dear... ;)

puas aq dan dye melalak...

tibe laa mse utk pulg ke istana kami...

ecehhhh..

hehe...

and like we are expecting...

there's rainy out there...

uhuhu...

ape lg...tpakse amek cab sudaaa...

huhu..

ape2 pn...mmg sgt joyful and happening!!!!

misshhh this moment!

hehehe...

thnx 2 wana mighty yeah...

coz awk sudi temnkan sy hang out smlm...

hehe...

p/s : sy sgt enjoy tw awk!