* mengapa...*

salam.......

hurm...

today rse xsmgt mane pun..

sje nk update..

huhu...

nape ea..

bile kite da ciptakn satu hbungan pshabatan...

tetibe bule tmbul rse bnci pula...

kdg2 mnyampah...

kawan utk ape?

shbat utk ape?

tp knape makin lame...

aq da x rse nikmat bkawan 2...

sbb aq da rmai kwn kah..?

tp bkawan itu perlu..

meramaikn kwn juge buleh mmperbanyakkn pndapat n idea...

kwn2 juge leh jdk tmpt mngadu nasib...

hurm..

mungkin adat berkwan mcm nie kot...

ade pasang surutnye...

c..eventhough i have a lot of frens..

but there's no thrusty in each other...

neither me too..

i'm not believing myself to make the relationship longlasting...

*sigh....

give and take....

yes...giving is better than taking..

did i juz give or take...

or BOTH...?

i admitted that i'm so naive...

too much kind-hearted..

too much giving...but in same time i never taken anything...

i didn't hope for repay back...

but...

at least...

juz consider me...

as YOUR FRIEND....

u wants me to change...ok..i done..

but look at u..

we are getting older my dear...

never turn back..

always make each of our experience is the best way of learning...

so...please...

i'm begging u to be change...

bcoz... i luv u..

as my friend...

i dun wanna lose u..

we had so many enjoyful moments..

why should i juz eliminate it then...

it's so cruel...

for me...

u need time to be alone...

to think back what u had done...

i believe that humans never perfect...

yes...i agree...

but...please remember that u're not alone...

u lived in so many communities...

so...y dun u juz turn to be more realistic and be matured?

it's not difficult as u thought that

whenever u change...

u are not urself anymore...

i mean that u turn into a positive thinker...

that's not turn u into sumone else...

but...it's for ur own sakes too...

that's my prayer for u...

and FRIENDSHIP is always a

 sweet responsibility, never an opportunity.

tah la...i hope so...

there's sumthing silver to what had happened to us...

from now on...

i juz follow the flow...

i dun care anymore...

up to u in what u're doing..

for u...

 friendship never end...

but...

for me..

friendship is not only forever efter...

but deep in my heart..

u always here..

never fade..

never swallow..

always growing in every moment that i have...

until my last breath...

thnx for everything...